i know i need to get over this, but i don't really know how. People post things like this at Facebook all the time.
I look at your kids and wonder, "Where the heck is mine?"
Family was up over 4th of July (not at our house, Duane's uncle's place). I went over to hang out. Hilary is a year older than our Kaylee would be, and Lincoln is 2 months older (his parents were married the week after we were). It is getting harder to be with them as time goes by. I wonder what she would be like. I don't fit in with any of the mamas.
The above pic to me is simply bragging. I don't have as much a hard time with pics of the kids and news of their accomplishments as i do with these canned things. ("If your daughter/son/husband/sister/brother/cousin/mother/father etc. is the best thing in your life, repost this.") I've told Duane he won't see me reposting these things for i know too many people who want to be just where i am - in a healthy relationship with someone who loves them. I won't brag about that.
I will sometimes be thankful for him. I think it is different. I could be wrong. But again, it isn't pics of the kids and stories about their lives that makes me feel a little nuts. It is these bragging reposts that someone else created that sometimes make it hard for me to not scream.
Friday is the EEG (sleep deprived). I've not gotten a letter from DMV taking my license yet. I'm very careful and limited when i drive. I won't drive if i feel unwell, or haven't had enough water or outside a 10 mile radius. It is kind of limiting, but i'd much rather be safe than sorry.