I'm not usually a tearful person. But every once in a while, i seem to hit a day where everything seems to make me sad and feel like tearing up (tho i rarely do). Today a be landed on my windshield and i carried it about a mile and a half north of where it landed. Will it be able to find its way back? Was it dying? What on earth is wrong with me?
Also, i seem to have "lost" two days somewhere. In my head, today is the 15th. What is up with that?
I think part of the problem is my dear sweet hubby has an issue in his life we can't fix. Has to do with family. I cannot in any way make it better. All i can do is stand by and pray that i'm a comfort rather than a hinderance.
Trouble with gratitude here?
Ok. Deep breath. I'm thankful i'm seeing the naturopathic doctor tomorrow. I'm still really struggling with the diet issues and i'm hoping he will have some answers (tho i'm a bit afraid to see him, too). I'm thankful that i've the money to do the shopping for our guests coming next week. Money has been tight recently, so i'm thankful there is the cash to buy groceries. :)
I'm thankful i've more energy, too. The improvement has rather leveled out, "plateaued" as it is - but i have a greater amount over all. That is a BIG thank you! Also, as i reported a while ago, the cough is almost all gone. This is also a BIG thank you, as that malady for me normally takes a couple of months or more to heal. I also had a fairly busy (for me) week at work. And i didn't struggle to do it all, either.